.... Wow. I just saw this on the first page and it caught my eye. It's short and sweet and trust me, I know someone exactly like this and the events mentioned in the poem almost match my life identically. This was quite enjoyable even though your feelings towards the other person aren't that great. I hope you feel better though.

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Oserai-je un jour t'avouer comme je t'aime ?

I'm not sure whether to be nostalgic or irritated, hehe. I remember those days.

What I will say is that the first time I ever realized I was truly, truly IN LOVE, not just loved someone but... in love... was the first time that I ever really, really hoped that he was happy, even if it wasn't with me and even if it killed me.

The girl he was with was also a friend of mine. She wasn't a bad person by any means.

For 6 months I suffered alone, drank myself to sleep, etc... To this day I think heart ache really is the worst pain ever imaginable. It feels like your soul is breaking, and even when I was asleep I was in physical pain because in my dreams I knew I was heart broken.

In any case, that was over 2 years ago and I got over it. I now realize that he was nothing of what I wanted in a person, now that I've grown up and grown a lot in more ways than I ever thought I would. I look back on the times with fond memories-- I'll always love the memory of him, and the times spent together, just not him.

It's kind of funny to look back now. He's so far from how I am now, and so different, I feel like we're worlds apart and I can't think of why we ever dated, haha.

In conclusion, it'll be okay love.

You are so nice but this guy was my first boyfriend. I was with him for nine months. He said he loved me. When he kissed me I believed it. Then all of a sudden...bam..I think we need a break. I was shocked...and now he's mean to me. He says mean things about me behind my back. I still love him though. And it was only 2 months ago that he broke up with me.. So I'm still recovering and he has moved on.

I hope so too and some days i just want to go up to him and hit him but I can't

It's okay ^.^ I've been there before. It's just being in love, and being heart broken... Like I said, it really is the worst pain ever. But honestly, just try to be the better person in any situation. Things turn out better that way. Even if he's with someone else, it's better to just nod, deal with it, and hope for the best for both him... and you. & if things shouldn't work out between him and the other girl, well, that's karma for you.

Well yeah love hurts. And well that girl he likes...hates him. Thinks he's creepy and I think he hates it so I want to be the better person but I hate being the girl in the sidelines waiting for him.

Well, I've been contemplating hitting my guy in the last few days, and I accidentally chucked a rock at him full force... maybe it's a sign. Just try and go on with things and look at what's good in your life and it will start to look up.

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Oserai-je un jour t'avouer comme je t'aime ?

yeah just move on. Don't hurt him, let fate and karma do that. Just keep on life